As the ones of you who read my last journal entry, (Sorry I don't write in my journal much, I just don't have the need to unless it's something very important).
Anyway, I have had a lot of time to think about what I had said before and was reminded one day since then about the meaning of life by an
episode of "The Amazing World of Gumball" of all things. And in it, Sussie or whatever her name is had stated that, the meaning of life was to enjoy
what life has to offer you and finding your own way to enjoy it….Something I have always known but forgotten
about when I became all wrapped up in my future and schooling.
I do know that drawing cartoons and fan art is what I find enjoyable in life as well as being a nerd while talking/RPing with my friends,
playing video games and being lazy on my days off. XD I still however, believe that Sonic art cannot be the dominant thing in
my gallery as it has been for 7 years; while I will not stop drawing it, I won't draw it as often as I did….
I will draw other things, other fan art, practice anatomy, paintings just like I said I would.
After all, you only live once and you should do whatever makes you happy along side what you know you should do……
something a lot of you were trying to tell me as well….Don't think I wasn't listening to you,
I was..I just think it was still to soon for me to be logical about it…the injury was still fresh I guess you could say.
And seeing that episode was many days later helped it sink in better.
Thank you to everyone that was trying to help me. And especially thanks to
No apparent order. And anyone else that I missed.
As for the club I will continue to be the founder as well.
I am a lot happier now that I have managed to approach this at a much more logical direction….
Time solves all…and I am also at peace after being reminded by Sussie of that one little thing.